Melancholy sets in...
Tonight, we talked for more than an hour on the phone. Right from the beginning, I could sense his worry, his stressed tone and I could hear his silent sighs...

Done with our 5 minutes of usual talk(asking how each other's day was.. and so on), I finally asked the correct question: So did you manage to sleep well last night (after a night out with his friends)? And he replied.. "No, I couldnt sleep yesterday... So much to think about." That was when it all came out, his worry about me, about us, about his work especially.

He shared with me what had happened at work yesterday when he was told that probably after his contract ends in June, they might not be able to keep him as the company wasn't doing very well. He was worried and kept thinking of what his next actions will be. His options: If he gets a new job, he can stay on here. If he doesn't, he has to go back to his country... which means.. away from me...

That's where his thoughts about me and us come in. What will happen to us? And thats when melancholy started to set in on me... Sharing the same thoughts and worry as him. But, I tried to keep my cool and gave him my positive opinions and I told him, whatever he decides, I'll give him my support.

I don't want to lose him, I don't want to watch him go faraway from me... My heart aches juz thinkin' about him going back to his country... I really do wish and hope that everything will turn out well.. Like what I've said earlier.. If dreams can come true, I would only dream of being with him for as long as God's will... So, please God, please let this dream of mine come true.. please.. *cries in silent prayers*

---An Endless Story--