Melancholy...
Tomorrow's the start of my little devils' exams, but I'm here at home today, feeling sick. Went to the doctor just now and told her how sick I felt and the symptoms. She said it was heartburn. And yes, heartburn it was.... literally. . I feel sick to the stomach and I feel like throwing up. But in the end I just kept burping with sourish taste (apparently it's the gastric acid).
My heart is burning and aching now.. eversince that incident. Some people may call me EMO, and may give me reasons such as everybody's stressed, but truly, I've had enuff. HELLO! Who in Singapore is not stressed? It's just a matter of venting it out on someone else. That I'm truly tired and sick of. Do I have to live in fear of stepping on someone's toes and end up being yelled and beaten? Do I not get a chance to make a mistake in my own haven? Haven.. sounds like heaven... but it's finally turned out to be HELL. *sigh*
Thank you for 1st May 2007. I used to believe firmly in family values and ties. But 1st May 2007 have changed me. Those words, I find little meaning in them. What's family values and ties? Does it mean family violence till someone dies? Pray, do tell..... I've decided.. I'll just keep my silence... After all, if I don't say anything, I'll offend nobody, right? So there, let my silence begin... Till I start my own heaven elsewhere.
---An Endless Story---